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Jul. 26th, 2008 | 04:27 pm
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content
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love and kisses
Dade
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just an update
May. 24th, 2008 | 03:26 pm
location: mums house
mood: content
music: A pop song saved my life - lo-tel
I've been well, I live out of my parents house now. In my own little flat with my own little kitten lol (not so little anymore tohugh :( )
I'm still unemployed which sucks alot, I have a boyfriend :) who accepts me as the genderqueer / gender bending thing that I am. He doesnt expect me to be a "girl"
I'm doing well lol and thats about all I have to say
Love you all and hope you're all well
davey
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recipes for jer
Feb. 20th, 2008 | 06:47 pm
mood: 
accomplished
a usefull board to join would be veggie boards as it has alot of recipes.
I'll jot down some of the others and post them next time I am online (they're at home in my recipe book :) I have recipes for a cheeese and spinach pasta dish and lentil cottage pie among other things)
with the curry try adding a half a bag of 500 gram frozen stir fry veggies but don't add anymore curry lol
Vegan Chilli
1 tin of beans (most people use chick pea. I use a huge mixed bean tin from coles in Australia lol)
2 x tins of crushed tomato
Chilli power to taste
onion powder to taste
instructions
they had specific instructions but I just rinse the beans, chuck it all into a pot and add heat untill it's hot :)
Fried Rice
1 - 2 green onions,
2 large eggs
1 teaspoon salt
Pepper to taste
4 tablespoons oil for stir-frying
4 cups cold cooked rice
1 - 2 tablespoons soy sauce
instructions
Wash and finely chop the green onion. Lightly beat the eggs with the salt and pepper.
Heat a wok or frying pan and add 2 tablespoons oil. When the oil is hot, add the eggs. Cook, stirring, until they are lightly scrambled but not too dry. Remove the eggs and clean out the pan.
Add 2 tablespoons oil. Add the rice. Stir-fry for a few minutes, using chopsticks or a wooden spoon to break it apart. Stir in the
Curry Veggies and Rice
3/4 cup white rice
1 1/4 cups water
1 14oz can beans (any kind, I prefer chickpea)
1 carrot, chopped
1/2 cup tomato, chopped (about 1 small)
1/2 cup mushrooms, chopped
1 tsp Braggs or 1/2 tsp soy sauce
1 tsp nutritional yeast
1/4 tsp chili powder
1/4 tsp onion powder
1 tsp salt
1 tbsp curry powder
Instructions:
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Combine all ingredients in a microwave-safe pot and cook for 12-17 minutes (nukers vary, so start checking at 12 minutes), until rice is done. Let stand for 5 minutes.
Ingredients:
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When the rice is heated through, add the scrambled egg back into the pan. Mix thoroughly. Stir in the green onion. Serve hot.
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well my parents picked a good name for me lol
Jan. 7th, 2008 | 06:00 pm
mood: amused
music: none, shut it down when norton yelled at me that someone was tryin to eat my pc
the description for my real name
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
and my choosen name
What Davey Means
You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
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Mean Me lol hai
Jul. 18th, 2007 | 10:28 pm
mood: content
music: I melt with you - sugar cult
I am currently trying to find an alternative to a binder that I can use to bind x| because I, being a happy little coward who can not afford to be non existant in my parents house at this point in time, want to find something I can use that I can excuse should the renties ask about it lol.
I also am hoping Maccas is going to employ me *crosses fingers* because I did work exp there and they sort of liked me lol. (I was only there a week, I have to say I tihnk I did a-okay considering lol) so hopefully if I keep re appearing they'll get sick of my face and employ me o_o lmao.
other than that, well I have another baby niece or nephew on the way (due in january) which makes neice or nephew number 25 (my oldest niece being 16, my youngest nephew being like 4 months or something old and my great nephew being like what? ten or 11 months old now x|), so yeah it'll be interesting to see the little tiger or tigeress. lmao.
well my friend hasn't said anymore to me about what I told her, but things are totally cool around each other (I thought it might be a wee bit weird, but it hasn't).
Since telling her I've felt alot more at peace with myself, I realised that really the only thing holding me back from this whole thing isn't my towns reaction as I thought but rather my family and friends reacction, and I think if one of my friends (who, used to be, really. really all god like) can accept it as though meh oh well doesn't matter I'll still love you, then perhaps the rest of my family will too?
on the other side I was talking about "male" names with another friend (I'm not sure if I like or even look like a davey) and he was just a wanker and said keep your current name, I will only call you that anyways.
Needless to say I got pissed and chucked a hissy fit at him and have decided not to ask for his help anymore *sigh*
Well it's been a kind of really hopefull blog lol. Instead of my usual woe is me I am so damn emo blog
Peace and love you all
Davey
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okay ... well I lied. Sorry lol
Jun. 10th, 2007 | 07:49 pm
mood: 
awake
music: watching bb lol well sort of ne ways
I'm currently still unemployed. Currently doing a course which will make me a certified bar person (or hospi person but yeah).
I'm Also currently saving like crazy cos I wanna go to brissy in the end of july o_o.
So yeah that's it really, I still havent come out. Although I really. REALLY have been wanting too latelly o_O but yah same old lol.
Hai all ^-^ I have been reading your journals and keeping up with what's going on in your internet lives lol.
*huggles*
Davey
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Where have I been?
Jun. 8th, 2007 | 09:07 am
mood: calm
I'll let you all know when I get back at midday lol ^-^.
I am still reading everyones journals even if I'm not updating that often.
*huglles*
Davey
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(no subject)
May. 8th, 2007 | 11:07 am
mood: 
annoyed
music: Idobi radio, Head Automatica, cannibal girl if you *must* know
But I am the most sick of jerk heads asking me what I do and then saying oh you waste my tax payers money? when I tell them I am unemployed....
actually no, dumb fuck, I use my fathers tax payer money to live being that no one will employ me or even give me a god damn interview x|
How can they know who I am, and If they like me just by looking at 3 pages of frigging resume?
bleh! lol.
Centerlink sucks, but without them I'd be litterally dead. I'd be not eating, not interneting and not listening to idobi radio.
All I want, at this point in life, is to have a god damn job so I am not dependant on my parents for the rest of forever
because believe it or not I do not want to be living at home when I am 25,
It's getting to me, I lack motivation for anything. everything seems pointless, apply for a job, spend 2 hours applying for the god damn job just to be told negative sorry no interview for you because you phail at life lolz.
bleh, my friends say shit jokingly about it when I say I want to move but can't afford to they say why don't you just get a job? and then wonder why I get so god-damn pissy at their little "joke"
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Give Me Novacaine
Apr. 18th, 2007 | 01:51 am
mood: 
discontent
music: Give Me Novacaine - Green day
My two dream avis for gaia (one will be on my mule, the other on my real account)
Item List:
Aquatic
CoCo Kitty Plushie
Demonic Pendant
Gift of the Goddess
Gift of the Goddess
Gift of the Goddess
Greco Roman Pants Steel
Greco Roman Top Steel
KiKi Kitty Plushie
Lunar Scythe
Mythrill Armor
Pixie
Estimated Total: 513,059 Gold
(Estimated with known item values on 17 April 2007)
Item List:
Angelic Camisole
CoCo Kitty Plushie
Demonic Pendant
Gift of the Goddess
Gift of the Goddess
Gift of the Goddess
KiKi Kitty Plushie[/url]
Pixie
Estimated Total: 646,775 Gold
(Estimated with known item values on 12 April 2007)
In other news, I had planned on coming out to my family this week, but it looks like things might be going to happen that will make that not possible.
It's the most nervous thing I have ever had to do, I don't care what this town things (as long as it doesnt kill me) But I do care what my family and friends thing. I love them far to much to just say to hell with it if you dont accept me get bent.
= plur =
Davey
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A fight with my sister - x posted from myspace
Mar. 27th, 2007 | 05:41 pm
location: house
mood: aggravated
music: Mest - Jaded
well I got into an argument with my sister just now over Gender ironically.
It started because we were talking about babies born with ambigous genitalia and what should be done about them (I myself think you shouldnt touch teh damn kid untill it's old enough to know what it is) and my sister is sitting there trying to tell me that whatever fucking gender you raise your kid as is the gender it will grow up too be, I mentioned that children generally know what their gender is by the age or 4 or 5. She is claiming that it's only because of the fact that their parent have raised and told them that they are "x" gender.
Oh boy was I annoyed -_-. I then told her that alot of trans people know and express the desire to be the other gender at a young age. To which she basically told me that I was bullshitting and everyone I talk to who is trans who has siad the afor mentioned thing was bullshitting and that basically the entire afair was one great big fucking lie and that trans kid actually do not know what gender they are at a young age and thus will act in whatever gender they were raised as and believe they are that gender untill they get older.
GAH! frustrating
Silly people arguing with me when i've looked into it and then telling me that I was lying just to win the fucking argument -__- seriously
I wish to god I was out at times like this so I could say well I was raised as a freakin girl but I am not a girl -_-
*sigh*
= PLUR =
Davey
oh and P.S. any of you read the article about tony from mest being arested for murder? T.T seriously crying if he goes to jail MEST ruled!
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another entry o_O
Mar. 14th, 2007 | 03:06 pm
mood: amused
music: your heart is an empty room - death cab for cutie
Also I need to find a way to change my minds version of attraction. Because I am sick to death of every guy I say is hot turning out to be freaking gay (no offense ment gay boys, it's just well yeah) It's just my mind working against my body I guess lol
Hugs and kisses and love for all
= PLUR =
Davey
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What is your role in a relationship?
Mar. 10th, 2007 | 06:58 pm
location: dining room
mood: 
weird
music: none yet
Free Spirits are mysterious beings, often nature loving,
rarely in one place for long, always moving on.
Your mystery is your greatest appeal, and your completely unreserved nature can be very attractive.
You're not afraid to dance around in the rain or dive in a giant pile of leaves like a five year old.
Embarrassment is not something you are well acquainted with.
Some people might consider you to be snobby, and it's true that you can sometimes be aloof,
but you are not deliberately condescending, in fact, you believe most people to be better than you,
and from your distant perch you can see all the positive attributes that aren't so obvious when close by.
You are a wandering soul who drifts in and out of people's lives,
often without realising the impact and affect you have on them.
Most of the time you presume people forget you almost as soon as you leave,
but your mystery has kept many a heart ensnared for long after you have moved on.
Most compatible with: The Cynic
You need to be given a free rein in a relationship -
not be expected to show up on time to dates or make any grand shows of commitment.
The Cynic will expect nothing of you, and likes it that you expect nothing of them.
With no expectations on either side, the only way to go is up, and with your allure keeping the Cynic interested in you,
you'll be surprised how attached you could get!
Least compatible with: The Controlling
The last thing you want is to end up caged.
The Controlling will try to rein you in, keep you under control, crushing your independent spirit.
You would feel suffocated and dispirited very quickly, and it wouldn't be long before you wilted to half your former glory.
Your song is: Universe and U, KT Tunstall
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(no subject)
Mar. 7th, 2007 | 10:18 pm
mood: aggravated
music: cute is what we aim for ^_^ - curse of curves
I always have to reboot my computer whenever I hold down the shift key, because if you leave them on your caps lock is uncaps lock and vise versa.
Confused yet? It bugs me, See having 1 1/2 degrees in comptuers = I know nothing lol. Actually we really didn't learn about sticky keys ever. lol T.T.
Oh and for those who didn't know my sister had her baby last night (thats ten to midnight the 6th march for people not in australia).
So the
= plur =
Davey ^_^
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My dream avi on gaia ^_^
Mar. 6th, 2007 | 07:40 pm
mood: busy
music: none
this is my dream avi on gaiaonline
And this is my current avi 
Estimated cost?
Estimated Total: 507,645 Gold
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an exciting day for my Gaian Kiddo.
Feb. 26th, 2007 | 11:35 am
location: house. same old same old
mood: amused
music: America - razorlite
In the exciting part of my day, someone tried to scam me on gaia this morning (No i didn't give out my info, I know not too).
I did create a topic for it in q & a because I really did want to know if it was legit (didn't think it was BUT if it was I would be crushed that I passed up the chance to be a gaian mod. Yes I do happen to think that being a gaian mod would be the coolest thing since slice bread.)
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two in the one day - oh-em-gee -
Feb. 14th, 2007 | 09:58 pm
location: house, room chair stuff like that
mood: annoyed
music: lover boy - boystar.
I seem to be, people seem to think I'm weird because I don't understand the point in celebrating a day created by greedy profiteers aimed at leaching off of the human instinct to be good little pack animals just like everyone else.
why is this day special? to everyone? okay so i sort of understand celibrating thing's like 1 year and stuff (not one month, two months that's insane and weird) BUT I mean this day has no special significance so WHY do we feel the need to run out and express how much we love someone on this day? whats the point and how on earth is ONE DAY more special than any other?.
any day you spend with the love of your life should be special, if you believe in love.
AND don't say christmas as a defense christmas is a true celebration originally for wicca and christianity.
>:| this is how i feel right now. Stop arguing with me, you're an idiot! valentines day is NO REAL CELEBRATION.
- Sorry if i ofended anyone -
= PLUR =
Davey.
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Nay
Feb. 14th, 2007 | 08:07 pm
location: house not on a hill xD
mood: cranky
music: Dear Jamie...sincerelly me - hellogoodbye
*sigh* i'm thinkin i need to just move and like live on the streets and starve till i get a job in another town (i mean im not even out yet what are my chances of getting a job here once i maybe perhaps transition).
I just don't want to move, I don't cope well with making new friends. In fact I don't make new friends. I wont talk to people first. not even at all. Not even my friends xD.
god damn my social awkward anxietiness.
i've lost the ball off my labret stud, it's been gone for like 4 days and i can't buy another one till a) i get paid and b) my family will drive me 45 minutes away (hell damn this small town and it's lack of piercing places -_-).
= PLUR =
Davey
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sorry for the lack of blogging >.< *silly lazy me*
Feb. 12th, 2007 | 12:29 am
location: house
mood: cranky
music: call it karma - silverstein
in the myself aspect I am no longer sure who I am, all these thoughts keep racing through my head. I tihnk I just want to be androgynous. A pretty nothing. It's not so much that I want people to say is that a boy / girl but at the same time it's what I want (I feel as though I want to be a nothing, and yet I want to stand to pee, I want to have people mistake me for a "gay" man).
I want to be one of those pretty emo boys. (i am almost one of those pretty emo boys, except for the silly bewbs! glares at the silly wrong things*).
I can't really do anything untill i move out of home though.
In other news a mate stayed at my place last night and i logged into my other myspace (my boy one).
and i was visiting my friends pages and we were talking about being trans men and she thought it was "cool" so perhaps I wouldnt loose one of my friends if i transitioned?. >.<.
it's to complex living in a small town.
PLUR.
= Davey =
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woah!
Jan. 2nd, 2007 | 10:25 am
location: dining room
mood: amused
music: placebo - teenage angst.
hmm so i had an interesting experiance, last night i didn't go to sleep till half 6 ish in the morning, and i woke up at half 9 ish.
well last night i was freaked, i left the light on in hallway. i want to sleep at half 6 and got up at like 20 past 9, i go up the hall the lights off, im like MEEP! so anyway i go to the loo and am likewoah!, i come back out to the loungeroom and apparently i didnt like the end i was sleeping at last night becase i have completelly moved ends, including transfering pillows and remaking the bed with the top end up my face end
and i realised what i'd done when i came bakc so i was like...huh *so confused*, i had completelly remade the bed which involved like standing and stuff.
i'm going mental case.
- davey
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i have been neglecting
Dec. 22nd, 2006 | 09:27 pm
location: house
mood: 
contemplative
music: keys typing?
so i'm still not out, still petrified of coming out.
i did however get a hair cut which makes me look like an eleven year old boy 0_0. i love my hair now if nothing else lol.
i shall get pictures when i can locate the camera xD.
i am also still un employed and still trying to figure out a way to escape the grips of my town which doesnt end in me homeless on the streets.
cheers and merry christmas or whatever you're celebrating or not celebrating
- Davie